Kenangan 2

Lovely Chitra, You are full of serenity, sometimes I wonder why I'm being so harshed to you. I don not mean to hurt your beloved heart, dear Chitra. My words sometimes were not meant for you, my academic works have made our communication so hard to be fulfilled. I always immediately hate myself when I used harsh voice to you. You are not child anymore, people like to say that to you because they like to treat you like one. But I consider you as a grown lady, thus men should treat you as sophisticated yet graceful princess. "... di matamu ku melihat ada cinta yg tersirat sirami hati merebak ...", Ari Lasso. It's been six months since I stand right beside you, every night and day I always dreamed of you beside me, caressing for me. Not one day skipped without thinking of you. I realised that it was not easy for me holding my feeling for you. Your charming voice at night when I called you always kept me awake for another day and somehow filled a hole that was used to be filled with sorrow and full of misery. "... Arti cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau .. ", Melly Goeslaw. Chitra, enchanting Chitra, you always find a way to makes me annoyed with your inane behaviour. However, beneath your foolish attitude lies exceptional strong will. No one could take that from you dear Chitra. You are really one of a kind. Until now I always want to look after you every seconds, every steps you have made. Thinking about you every seconds just make me easily crazed about you. "Mengejar dirimu takkan ada habisnya, membuat diriku mengila ... " Glenn Fredly. I miss you Chitra. Stay beautiful. Stay stunning. Stay charming like a princess. Stay sparkling your smiles to me. Love, Buaya