Bye Bye Blog

aku off dulu dari blog ini..

kenang-kenangan niy blog ini..

entah sampai kapan aku isi lagi..

terima kasih semua

Tes Waktu

td malam baru aja ganti time blog

sekarang kita tes yak! 

tes tes..

*miss my uda, udah baikan td mlm.. hehe ;p

Pasrah Nanti

ya Allah, aku pasrah deh nanti ketika aku ke rumah-Mu

aku banyak banget salahnya.. banyak banget

dosa sedosa-dosanya dosa

dosa besar, dosa kecil jd satu hingga menggunung

aku yg melakukan, aku pula yg harus bertanggung jawab

aku pasrah dibalas di sana ya Allah..

maafin aku ya Allah..

How's a Lady Supposed to be?

ya, bagaimana seharusnya menjadi seorang perempuan bagi pasanganmu?

maksudku, apakah kamu akan saling diam.. ngga juga kan

kalau diam, nanti protes terlalu diam

kalau bicara, nanti protes terlalu cerewet

tapi, pertanyaan2ku juga biasa saja

awal mula pembicaraan..

mengapa diam, aku rasa tak apa ditanyakan

siapa tahu ada masalah yg mau diceritakan

padahal kalau tak mau menceritakan masalah, dapat dgn baik menjawab aku tak mau menceritakan masalahku, dgn kata-kata yg baik.. that would be better..

tiap orang punya karakternya masing2

tapi tak perlu egois juga..

aku lebih senang, kalau bete, bilang bete, tp tak mau bercerita masalahnya

aku akan diam, dan tak akan bertanya soal masalahmu.. 

aku cukup terbuka dgn hal seperti itu.. semua org punya masalah yg ingin dirahasiakannya

bahkan, untuk pasangan suami istri..

dont act like you the most right person in this relationship

huh! bullshit what ive been talking about above..

ga ada penghargaan sama sekali terhadap manusia!

paling2 aku lagi yg minta maaf, padahal aku ga salah

stupid me!

Cerewet

Barusan dibilang "cerewet" sama pacarnya..

sedih banget :(

Kekuatan

Ya Allah teruskanlah berikan kami kekuatan iman

Iman Islam..

juga untuk Uda ya Allah, berikan selalu ia kekuatan iman 

agar bisa menjadi pemimpin di keluarga kami kelak..

Aamiin

Halaman Oh Halaman

begini ini kalau semua berdasarkan batas halaman or you can call deadpage!

wekekeke... tapi sekarang aku udah mencapai 105 halaman!

SATU halaman lagi buat kesimpulan, membuat aku sangat tenang..

tinggal atur sana-sini, perbaiki sana-sini..

ohh Alhamdulillah..

Kenangan 2

Lovely Chitra, You are full of serenity, sometimes I wonder why I'm being so harshed to you. I don not mean to hurt your beloved heart, dear Chitra. My words sometimes were not meant for you, my academic works have made our communication so hard to be fulfilled. I always immediately hate myself when I used harsh voice to you. You are not child anymore, people like to say that to you because they like to treat you like one. But I consider you as a grown lady, thus men should treat you as sophisticated yet graceful princess. "... di matamu ku melihat ada cinta yg tersirat sirami hati merebak ...", Ari Lasso. It's been six months since I stand right beside you, every night and day I always dreamed of you beside me, caressing for me. Not one day skipped without thinking of you. I realised that it was not easy for me holding my feeling for you. Your charming voice at night when I called you always kept me awake for another day and somehow filled a hole that was used to be filled with sorrow and full of misery. "... Arti cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau .. ", Melly Goeslaw. Chitra, enchanting Chitra, you always find a way to makes me annoyed with your inane behaviour. However, beneath your foolish attitude lies exceptional strong will. No one could take that from you dear Chitra. You are really one of a kind. Until now I always want to look after you every seconds, every steps you have made. Thinking about you every seconds just make me easily crazed about you. "Mengejar dirimu takkan ada habisnya, membuat diriku mengila ... " Glenn Fredly. I miss you Chitra. Stay beautiful. Stay stunning. Stay charming like a princess. Stay sparkling your smiles to me. Love, Buaya

Kenangan 1

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you Today, is September 17th.. n i want to say "I love You" 17 times i wish i were in my 17th year of age where we both still in high school n wore ur white dress n grey skirt u look soo beautiful in those days n... ur still... even more too bad today isn't our 17th month we've been together otherwise it would be blast :D ive been thinking of you 17 times today n ive been thinking about 17 times of smsing you (uda amri 11.28 pm JKT)

Antara Apa, Ya?

kukukecil sibuk niy.. tapi hatinya antara apa, ya?

antara senang, sedih, cape, kesel, dan lain-lain perasaan yg bisa kau campurkan dalam hatimu..

doakan semoga aku bisa..

Penolong

iya.. penolong kamu bukan kamu, bukan orang tua kamu, bukan pula kakak adikmu, juga bukan saudara kamu, bukan pacarmu, bukan suamimu, bukan istrimu, bukan juga anakmu..

satu2nya penolong kamu, Allah, yang menciptakan kamu.. 

Di Mana?

Uda, my dear, where are you? 

what happened to you?

im looking for you.. really.. 

:(