Those Like Dreams for Me

hi all,

today im very very sad.. 

again pesimistic feeling come to my brain, stupid brain!

everythin about life. it just like dreams for me..

marriage, job, kids, happiness, anythin ou can call happy happy..

those like dreams for me 

hooo.. if you, uda read this blog, it doesnt mean i dont do efforts..

but it just a feeling..

:( bad stupid panic gurl!